annoying

But it sucks cause in 2 months we will live three hours away from each other
my timing is awful shit fuck funk ahit I told myself I wouldn’t do this

Ugh last night was so nice
I really like him omg

Why won’t he text me back he usually Texts me back

Yes because you’re so superior to me because your a twenty year old male on a blogging site with a bunch of teenagers

Theres this guy in my class and I’ve had a class with him every year since I started high school and we even had study together. We never really talked in those classes but then we were at a party and we ended up getting drunk and having sex and I know that we have basically all the same tastes in things someone said we are practically the same people but now everything is weird since we drunkenly hooked up
I took his virginity tho so I have him by the balls on that one. He just never makes an effort to say hi in the hallway or anything at school like we had sex at least you can say hi but then when we’re outside of school drinking he will talk to me.
I guess I never really realized how muh we had in common until the ny trip but it just sucks idk I hope I see him this weekend ugh why

Ugh I was half dreaming so I really don’t know what was real or not but right before i just woke up something said “they are coming” shjdvssjsknsfb I am freaking myself out everything is ok it was just a dream

slowly wining myself off food so I can get back to my “normal” eating habits

wow I am actually happy 

I missed this feeling so much akjdhkjhLSVJHsf

I’m so lonely wtf I just want someone to cuddle me and hold me